Sunday, June 28, 2009
going green...
when guys say that they are "going green" in Singapore...
please do not be mistaken that they are trying to be more pro environmental...
or that they become vegetarian...
it just simply means that they are turning into a butch of dirty green monster running and hiding around the forest of Singapore....
and that is just what i will be doing for the next 2 weeks...
i am "going green"...
and it really sux...
i wouldn't say "kill me please" ...
i will just say " let this 2 week pass with a blink of the eye"...
for all those who had just send their boyfriend in....
please be more forgiving to them...
they are being trained to protect the country...
so if they are out on a date on sat and feel asleep during movie...
is not their fault...
appreciate that they are willing to come out despite the fact that they are tired...
if they can't be with you for that few important dates...
please do not blame them...
i am sure they feel just as lousy as you...
if you are feeling lonely and can't find them....
just tell them that the next time when you can get them....
they will feel very bad and treat you better...
but if you decided that it is time to switch a date just because they can't be there for you anytime any moment within that two year....
i am sorry...
is you who do not deserve them...
don't put the blames on them and make them feel that it is their fault...
is you who are the b*tc*...
and you do not deserve love at all...
P.S.: speaking for a few friends i have in camp... and guys... i salute you all for being so patient with your girls.
[ ` reaping painful hearts* ]
at 9:43 AM
Saturday, June 13, 2009
love is stupid....
have i said this before on this blog???
love is stupid...
and being in love make you stupid...
whatever you do when you are in love....
no matter how smart it might seems....
is utterly stupid when you wake up from a relationship and look at it....
so so not ask me whether you are stupid for doing something in a relationship...
i am just going to tell you...
"yes you blood are...
but that what love is all about...."
if you hate being stupid...
let me tell you this...
is part of the package...
so enjoy being stupid...
and never be fear to love and be stupid....
it is only being stupid that make you fall in love completely...
and if you think you are smart when you are in love?
you are wrong...
unless you are not in love at all...
you dumb dumb~
[ ` reaping painful hearts* ]
at 1:44 AM
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
posting....
i am here posting on my blog because i need to update it....
and i m kinda lost and blur about my fyp...
which i am suppose to run a test and look at the graph....
but i have seriously no confidence in understding what the heck i am doing...
i tried reading the reading material my phd student gave me but....
i have no f-ing idea what it is toking about really.....
so here i am blogging and thinking....
what the f i am doing.....
[ ` reaping painful hearts* ]
at 2:44 PM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
random
just wanna say i really missed all the friends that call me by my name...
i like that name a lot in fact...
much more than the name i am being known as by most now...
sucky...
having CAs everyweek now...
feel like punching someone on the train today...
just headbutt him/her...
then slam him/ her on the ground and bash up his/ her face...
violent...
think i nid to go shopping soon...
nid a break... nid to slp... nid to stone ard...
[ ` reaping painful hearts* ]
at 9:57 AM
how many...
how many friends do you have?
one? two?
a dozen? two dozen?
a hundreds? two hundreds?
how closed are you with them?
i love bumping into old friends...
especially those who can remember my name...
my true name...
it tells me that i am being remembered...
and this friend that i bumped into is mostly likely my close friend...
how many times do you bump into friends like that??
i missed the good old days when friends can be trusted so much....
how many friends can you trust now?
how many of your friends are friends?
how many secret can you reveal to them?
how much you can trust them?
i missed the good old days...
how many more days do i still have to bear?
[ ` reaping painful hearts* ]
at 9:44 AM
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind....
watched the movie again....
and the gloomy feeling wun go away...
is sad to see two lover who had been so in love in the beginning....
fell out of love in the end of the 2 years relationship...
and the saddest of all...
is that they both choose to erase each other off their memory...
but as joel goes through the process...
he is reminded once again all their happy time together...
and how much he actually love her....
joel: i don't know
joel: you erase me. that's why i am here.
joel: that's why i'm doing this in the first place
clementine: i am sorry.
joel: you
clementine: you know me, i am impulsive.
joel (sigh): *pause and look at clementine
joel: that's what i love 'bout you
he tried to resist the process...
but his struggles failed eventually...
clementine: this is it.
clementine: is going to be gone soon
joel: i know
clementine: what shall we do?
joel: enjoy it
joel: it would be different... if we could just give it another go around.
clementine: remember me. try your best.
clementine: maybe we can.
in the end nothing is saved....
even joel tried his best...
the only memory he had manage to keep is perhaps the last word she said...
"meet me in Montauk~"
is sets me thinking a lot about relationship....
that people got so used to their relationship that they get bored...
that people forget everything that is happy in their relationship...
that people only remember the bad things as times goes by...
and they start to hate each other, arguement, break ups....
love someone, and never take it for granted.
love someone, and always remind yourself all the happy times you have.
love someone, and love everything about him or her, the good and the flaws.
love someone.. when they deserve your love much more.
[ ` reaping painful hearts* ]
at 10:09 PM
Sunday, January 04, 2009
as we grow...
how many friends do you have on your facebook?
how many friends do you have in your friendster?
how many email contacts do you have in your mails?
how many contact number you have in your phone book?
how many do you still contact?
as we all grow older...
we drift further...
as we grow older...
more and more of us took a different turn at each junction of life we came across...
some of us might meet up on the same cross road again eventually...
while others just went further, never to be seen again...
we promised to have lunch...
but we just might end up drinking coffee with an empty seat...
how many friends are we left with n the end?
how many can we trust?
did you contact your "friends" today?
[ ` reaping painful hearts* ]
at 1:31 AM
Thursday, September 11, 2008
wishlist 2008
guitar. (not the electric one.)
boxing glove. (white... although i consider pink but i think white is better.)
nike pro ultimatum short sleeve tee. (safra card got discount 20 %.)
SE G900 Handphone. (dream on~~~)
Yun Nam Hair care voucher?
Topman Voucher?
NUM Voucher?
a healthy ankle.(chop urs and give me.)
anything you give. (even a msg and i will be damn happy coz u remember me.)
[ ` reaping painful hearts* ]
at 10:02 PM
