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Thursday, July 30, 2009
being fake...
i remember i once wrote.... "to see evil around one have to become evil itself" if that is the case... if i see someone who is being fake... am i being fake at the same time as well?? if i see someone playing a politic game... am i in that same political game too???
every time i smile... how much of it is true?? every time i wave at someone... how many of them are truly friends?? can i turn around without worrying that they will back stab me???
do i trust people?? am i trusted??? is this smile truthful?? is this hand shake a show of friendship?? how fake can i get... living in a fake world like this....
i am really sick and tired of guessing... yet i am too stuck in this place to leave... i complain about people being fake... but how truthful am i? did i not smile at someone i do not like?? did i not talk to someone closely yet i stab them when they turn around??? am i being fake? am i being too truthful here....
love girlfriend, love coffee, love his bed,
love eating, love money, love sweet stuff
hates crowd, hates being control, hates his house
hates bitter food, hates see account empty
love to be fallen.
love to be alone.