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But sometimes,there are still things that i would like to say but cant..
Enjoy your stay and all the best to u in everything u do..
Sunday, April 03, 2005
guilt...
did something bad today... not that i was not forgiven... but i still feel the pain.... not that i can forget so fast... but i can still feel the guilt...
seeing that others deep in thought... i would wonder what they think... especially when that someone is close to me... then... would they leave me? could they be still angry with me for what i did? should i say sorry over and over again? then... am i too paranoid? did i think too much? am i too insecure? finally... i am so sorry... again and again... don't blame me for being naggy... just blame me for being diffident and full of guilt...
