Welcome!This is a place where i unload my troubles..
But sometimes,there are still things that i would like to say but cant..
Enjoy your stay and all the best to u in everything u do..
Sunday, April 03, 2005
guilt...
did something bad today... not that i was not forgiven... but i still feel the pain.... not that i can forget so fast... but i can still feel the guilt...
seeing that others deep in thought... i would wonder what they think... especially when that someone is close to me... then... would they leave me? could they be still angry with me for what i did? should i say sorry over and over again? then... am i too paranoid? did i think too much? am i too insecure? finally... i am so sorry... again and again... don't blame me for being naggy... just blame me for being diffident and full of guilt...
love girlfriend, love coffee, love his bed,
love eating, love money, love sweet stuff
hates crowd, hates being control, hates his house
hates bitter food, hates see account empty
love to be fallen.
love to be alone.