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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
invisible 2...
sometime i wish i could be invisible... and no one would see me then... no one would know me...
i can do as i please... dance when i feel excited... punch something when i am angry... jump around when i am happy... stone when i get sad...
no one will bother me
go wherever i want to... not be bind by people... not be bind by rules... not be bind by time...
no one will ask me
what do people think when they look at me? weirdo.. ugly... freak... nerd... geek... irritating...
i felt unwelcome by the world... and i wish to be invisible... so that i know... when people don't remember me... is not because they forgot me.. when people don't say hi to me... is not because they hate me... when people ignore me... is not because they are irritated by my face...
is just because i am
invisible.
[ ` reaping painful hearts* ] at 10:52 PM
invisible...
a sudden wave of depression just sweep over me today... and down i went with that mood current...
too stressed?
i felt screw up... everything... studies, work, life, friendship... on the bright side my love life never did screw up... but all those were enough...
lost?
i can't imagine myself working yet... to go to work place at 0830 every morning... and stuck my head in the work desk till lunch... then have lunch and back to work again... at the same time dealing with backstabbers... and "gossippy" people... and spend my next 40 years working...
