Welcome!This is a place where i unload my troubles..
But sometimes,there are still things that i would like to say but cant..
Enjoy your stay and all the best to u in everything u do..
Friday, March 04, 2005
silent....
my friend told me that i would go crazy in the future if i keep on writing this blog... he said is too sad... think too much... far too dark for people like me... ... what's sanity? what's being crazy? why do i think so much? there isn't much problem to my life... but why do i keep thinking... especially when i am alone... when the surrounding is so silent.... so lonely.... it became a stage for people to get moody... if you don't want your friend to turn even more moddy and aloof... talk to them when they call for you... you might have save them that time... or else... don't regret when they are out of your life...
[ ` reaping painful hearts* ] at 5:40 PM
too much....
expectation grows as friends gets closer.... and when they begin to fail some of your expectation.... or when they give you cold shoulder for a moment.... will you feel annoy?? will you feel disappointed??? i do... but is really my fault i guess.. expecting too much from friends... and in the end losing them.... as times goes by... when they don't reponse to your call... when they don't bother remembering you... maybe... you are expeting too much... if they are really so important to you... pick up the phone and call... don't expect too much from people... for the higher the expectation... the more pain will come when they disappoint you...
