Welcome!This is a place where i unload my troubles..
But sometimes,there are still things that i would like to say but cant..
Enjoy your stay and all the best to u in everything u do..
Monday, August 03, 2009
guessing...
Have you ever looked at someone... and keep thinking... what do he/ she think about me? did i say the right thing? did i do something wrong? am i too irritating? am i too cold and distanced? what should i say to make it better? what should i do to not look so bad? will he/ she think of me this way? does this sounds wrong?
Am I Being Ignored?
i m paranoid... bounded by the society's view... i don't want to be view like a freak... yet i know i am weird... i keep thinking... and i keep acting... swallowing words that is about to be split out... holding back action that is about to be done... do i still look weird??
i can't please everyone... and the worst thing is... i can't please myself either....
maybe i should have 8 hands, 6 legs and 3 heads.... that might make me look more acceptable...
love girlfriend, love coffee, love his bed,
love eating, love money, love sweet stuff
hates crowd, hates being control, hates his house
hates bitter food, hates see account empty
love to be fallen.
love to be alone.